i want

it seems like always, everyday.
i want.
the want comes oozing out of my pores.
sure, i want stuff...i mean there is SO much stuff to have!  like THIS dress or a different one from Dress911 or a trip to EVERYwhere!  or a cowboy hat to wear during the summer.  or...the list goes on.
but it's more than just STUFF that i want.
i want time, i want friendship, i want confidence.  i want to know.  i want MORE.  i want to be pursued.  i want to be loved passionately.  i want to be PASSIONATE!  i want to be who i'm meant to be and not just who i'm trying to be.  i want to be grown up.  i want to be a kid.  i want time to slow down, i want time to speed up.  i want to be sure.  i want to be reckless and spontaneous.  i want to be responsible and reliable.  i want to inspire and to BE inspired.  i want to be held.  i want to run free.  i want to lay on the grass and look up at the clouds and watch them floating by forever.  i want to pretend.  i want to DO something!  i want to be more like people that i admire.  i want to be me...
i want