my mom told me tonight that it's just pms that i'm suffering from. that i've always been 'unbalanced' at times and that this WILL PASS.
is it strange that i find that extremely comforting? this last few days i've been so very afraid that the 'brown meanness' would swallow me up again. that the way i fighted feeling for so many months after giving birth to ava was welling up to drown me once more - all the more frightening after almost two whole months of seeing the light shine around me again.
and all of me wished to say with feeling "i'd give 'er a HA, and a HIYA, and i'd kick 'er sir" so excuse me while i go and do just that.
Thursday, March 25
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not strange, as far as i'm concerned -i like it that there's a reason i can't control for being sad and dreadful. kick 'er to the curb.
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