About Me

My photo
i'm an introverted extrovert. i love fiercely, am slow to open up, loyal to the extreme...i sing, i read, i write, i dream

Saturday, February 20

morning wake up

i love her, really, i do.  but i DIDN'T this morning.  nope, not this morning, because without her, i WOULD NOT have been awake at twenty after seven.  shortly thereafter, yes...but only because of a baby.  scratch that.  my REAL baby. 
there are times when i'm happy she's a 'guard dog'.  when strange people (or just people that don't come very often) come on the yard, callie barks and i know that someone's here and that my dog is 'looking out for me'.  but the incessant barking in the morning (or night - ask curt, he'll tell you about that, i usually sleep through it, i'm lucky like that)...WHY?  i tried scrinching my eyes shut and barricading my head with pillows...but the 'ferocious' sound ate right through the pillow fluff and vibrated inside my ear drums.  i tried banging on the wall, and she was quiet for a bit - just enough time for me to relax and think...'maybe i CAN sleep a little more before ava awakes'....and then...barking. 
THAT, my dear lil cal, is why we do the things we do to you...well that among other reasons.

No comments:

Post a Comment